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Adoption Registry Profile Listing #104671 |
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Date Posted: |
12-May-2006 |
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Surname(s): |
MILLER : OLSEN | |||||||||||||||||||||
Query Text: |
I AM SEARCHING FOR MY DAUGHTER BORN NATASHA RENEE MILLER BORN MAY 12,1987 IN PASCAGOULA MISSISSIPP. I WAS IN A VERY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP WITH HER FATHER. I WAS A YOUNG TEENAGER WITH NO FAMILY TIES AND NO WHERE TO GO. I MARRIED HIM MORE OUT OF PRESSURE AND FEAR, HE TOLD ME THIS WOULD HELP GET OUR BABY BACK AND THAT HE WOULD CHANGE AND DO WHATEVER TO BE A FAMILY. I DID TRY AND LEAVE A FEW TIMES BUT HE SAID HE WOULD KILL BOTH OF US AND I FELT WITHIN MY HEART THE BEST THING FOR HER WAS A SAFE HOME. IT TOOK ME TIME TO GET THE COURAGE AND CONFIDENCE TO LEAVE HIM BUT BEFORE I COULD I GOT PREGNANT WITH MY DAUGHTER WHO WOULD BE HER SISTER. HAVING ANOTHER CHILD WASNT SOMETHING I WANTED BY HIM BUT I FEEL GOD GAVE ME AN ANGEL AS BEFORE SHE WAS DUE THE FATHER WENT TO JAIL AND I WAS IN A SAFE HAVEN FOR SIX MONTHS WHERE THERE I GOT THE COURAGE TO FIGHT. EVEN THEN HE TRIED TO THREATEN AND TURN ME BACK INTO THE SCARED PERSON I WAS BUT FOR ME THERE WAS NO GOING BACK TO THAT HELL. I'VE RAISED MY CHILD ALONE WITH NO CONTACT FROM HER FATHER. A PIECE OF ME IS MISSING AND THATS MY DAUGHTER NATASHA. I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT WHEN I GAVE HER UP IT WAS OUTTA LOVE. I WAS JUST A VERY SCARED TEENAGER WHO WAS AFRAID FOR HER LIFE. I FELT IF SOMEONE WAS GONNA DIE IT SHOULD BE ME NOT A PRECIOUS CHILD. I HOPE WITH ALL MY HEART SHE WILL FORGIVE ME AND REALIZE EVERY YEAR EVERY BIRTHDAY AND HOLIDAY SHE'S THOUGHT ABOUT. SHE HASNT LEFT MY HEART. SHE HAS A VERY WONDERFUL SISTER WHO I WISHED COULD GET TO KNOW HER. | |||||||||||||||||||||
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United States > Oregon > Josephine County
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